MCRKillJoyforlife

I wish time would move faster..

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~Numbness~ by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

~A new world~ by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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~A new world~

They say time is an allusion, that it's uncertain and you make the most of it you want...But when time stands still and you're frozen like a statue, unable to move or even think..So in awe of the beauty around you that you're speechless..What might be so magnificent that could cause this you ask? Well let me enlighten you. Its a series of beautiful islands in the Pacific ocean called New Zealand. There full of wonderful and exotic creatures, birds of many kinds, plants and flowers so vibrant and fragrant. And the people so kind and sincere, always with a warm smile and a helping hand...But what stood out to me most was the one

...... by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

~Eyes Wide Open~ by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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~Eyes Wide Open~

I've come to a realization...everything still moves on even if you don't.. Everything still lives even if you don't..I've come to a great decision.. An easy one to make, but took much longer then it should have to make it.. When I came here it was like a new world, so unlike my own.. So much better, so much kinder, so much happier..I'm so much happier... I feel as though this is where I finally belong, like I finally fit in. My eyes now open wide. This place I could stay a lifetime and still never want to leave.. Ive come to a realization after coming here... I now know this is where I want to live my life..Where i always want to be.

~Every day~ by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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~Every day~

There's something about the way you hypnotize. It's like a drug and I'm burning through the high. Lifted when you're around, but when you leave I fall, I drown... You've got me caught up in this fight. And the more I try to go, the more you pull me close. Then you push me away and hide...Now I'm dying for your love. Don't run away from me, don't run away. Don't run away, don't run away, away , away. I won't run away... From dawn, till dusk, you're on my mind all day long. I won't, regret, all the things I've said. And now, you know, that I can't let you go. Don't run away, don't run away, don't run away from me. Run away, run away, away, awa

Can't turn back time by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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Can't turn back time

I tried to be all that you wanted, I tried to be your everything. I tried to take away all of your pain. I tried to part the clouds that gave you rain. I wish I could go back to that day where you and I were perfect. But now it's falling apart. I gave you all of my heart. Can't turn back time, I wish we could put us on rewind. We can't turn back time. Wish I could put us on rewind. Got me sitting wondering why, What went wrong? Or did you really never trust me at all? I know you've been hurt before and I wanted to take away your pain. To give you my heart and mend yours. But I guess my I didn't try hard enough. So I'll take the blame, I'll

The only one by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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The only one

They say loves blind, they say loves true. They say there's someone out there for everyone. They say there's plenty of fish in the sea. They say I should just move on and let it be. Well they aren't me. Loves tricky, trying to find the right balance of give and take. But I'd rather give my all and if I get nothing in return, so be it. At least I know I did everything I could. People give up to easily for my taste. I feel it's just a waste, why give up on something just cause it didn't go as planned? Life's unexpected moments are what we should value, not dread. Cause in the end it teaches us a lesson, and shows us how to be stronger. How to o

My sunshine by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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My sunshine

My mind is like a gun and my feelings the trigger. My thoughts collide and run awry creating overwhelming emotions. My anger, my jealousy, my pain, all the things I lack. These pull the trigger and turn my world black. I'm a slave to my emotions, a victim to my heart. No matter how hard I try to let these things go they always find there way back to my mind. They dig the hole and bury me deep, to bad thoughts follow you even in your sleep.. The constant worry, and lack of self esteem, a smile isn't always what it seems. ): ) Life's troubles are a constant thing, life's troubles are always troubling me. Though I guess I shouldn't complain, cau

Make it worth it, not perfect. by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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Make it worth it, not perfect.

They say beauty is only skin deep, well they're right. Perfect isn't worth it, perfect isn't me. Perfect is what you want me to be. And the reality is nobody is perfect, we stumble and fall. And stumble and fall again. We get back up and never stay down for long. We're not perfect, but picture perfect only exists in frames. Perfect is only perfect until it isn't anymore. So why choose perfect when you can have worth it? We'll never be picture perfect. But we're not mean to be. We're only human, we're not perfect. But we're worth it. That's the beauty of the world. We're flawed, we're imperfect. We make mistakes, we fall, we break, we bleed

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~Numbness~ by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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~A new world~

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~Eyes Wide Open~ by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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~Eyes Wide Open~

~Every day~ by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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~Every day~

Can't turn back time by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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Can't turn back time

The only one by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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The only one

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My sunshine

Make it worth it, not perfect. by MCRKillJoyforlife, literature

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Make it worth it, not perfect.

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Nov 25
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Deviant for 9 years
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Hi, I'm Lizzy, or just MCR. I'm not much of an artist but I enjoy writing poetry (and fanfiction if I get around to it). Something you should know about me?
You can mess with me all you want, but if you hurt my friends or the people I love then consider yourself on my shit list!!. t^ ^t ... That being said, I'm a fun loving otaku (anime is love, anime is life), I also love music, pretty much any type but my favorite type is: Rap, emocore/alternative, Vocaloid/techno. Fave band: My Chemical Romance, Evanescence, Thousand Foot Krutch, Falling in Reverse, Escape the fate, Eminem. ect.

Now for some awesome quotes!:

" The truth is, every one is going to hurt you.
You just got to find one's worth suffering for" ~Durarara~

" I'd rather trust and regret , then doubt and regret" ~SAO~

"Nothing's perfect, the world's not perfect.
But it's here for us, trying the best it can;
That's what makes it so damn beautiful" ~Fullmetal Alchemist~

"Even your gravest mistakes shouldn't stop you from moving forward"
~Fullmetal Alchemist~

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Favourite Movies

Wolf Children,Avatar,Jumper

Favourite TV Shows

Spongebob Squarepants,Adventure Time,Diners Drive-ins And Dives

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

My Chemical Romance, Escape the Fate,Thousand Foot Krutch,Simple Plan,Egypt Central

Favourite Games

Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm Generations,Little Big Planet,Midnight Club 3 Dub Edition Remix

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS3,Wii

Tools of the Trade

Computer,Pen,Paper

Other Interests

Anime,Manga,Music,Dancing

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MCRKillJoyforlife

Mar 23, 2017

Imadori made me do it

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[ ] Abasiophilia: sexual attraction to people who are lame or crippled and/or who use leg braces or other orthopaedic appliances   [x] Acousticophilia: sexual arousal from certain sounds   [ ] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility   [x] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain   [x] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.   [ ] Acrotomophilia and apotemnophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees   [ ] Andromimetophilia (also gynemimetophilia): sexual attraction towards women dressed as men o

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MCRKillJoyforlife

Mar 14, 2017

Back after a century long break. But still wont be on too much, work, life, crap, you know the usual lol. Anyone got a Facebook? If so feel free to add me if you'd like. Username: Lizzy Otaku

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MCRKillJoyforlife

Aug 22, 2016

A tag, io me gurd o.o

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Tagged by ~Ghosty-galaxy (https://www.deviantart.com/ghosty-galaxy) RULES--- TAG 8 PEOPLE --NAME: Irl name: Elizabeth --ZODIAC SIGN: Sagittarius --SLEEP HOURS: 5 if I'm lucky XD --LUCKY NUMBER: Idk o.0 --LAST THING I GOOGLED: ebay --FAVORITE FICTIONAL CHARACTER: Sasuke, Rin Okumura, and Ed from FMA --WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: Tight jeans and a T-shirt --WHEN DID YOU START YOUR dA account?: April 11, 2015 --NUMBER OF WATCHERS: 34 --WHAT DO YOU UPLOAD TO dA?:   Poetry, and in the beginning fan-fic   --DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER BLOGS?: Nope :3 --DO YOU GET ANY COMMENTS?: A few here and there ^ ^ --WHY DID YOU CHOOSE YOUR USERNAME?: Because of my fa